Just another story

Is it ok if I have these feelings? Is it ok for me to wonder how it would be like if you were here? Is it ok to think about you?

I'm just thinking, thinking about the sky, the clouds, the stars, the moon, the night, the quiet place where you are now. I'm wondering if you are awake and if you are looking at the sky, seeing the same sight I'm seeing and just loosing yourself in the night.

I'm thinking about your eyes, that warm golden colour that makes me go crazy, that gaze of yours that attracts me. I'm thinking about your smile, the way that you move your lips when you talk, when you're sad, when you're mad, when you smile, when you laugh. It could be wrong of me, but i can't help myself from being mesmerized by your way of being. It could be wrong to think this but I hope that things will change.

I can only think about how hopelessly empty I feel without you, that every time I look at you, I suddenly feel the urge to hug you, to tease you, to touch you, to ...

So tell me is it all right for me to think this way? Is it all right for me to feel lonely without you, is it all right for me to have these feelings?

Tell me is it all right to as for something? Is it all right if I ask you : kisu shite ii?