Just another story

Standing there watching you, admiring you, thinking about you...

Why can't you notice this?

Why is my heart breaking in tiny pieces everytime you're nice to me but you still don't notice? Why is it that you make me feel so happy even though two minutes ago I was sad? Why is it that everytime you're there my face is bright? Why is it that my heart skips a beat everytime I see you? Why is it that you still don't see this?

Tell me, please do tell me why you're so nice to me, why you give me the impression that something could work out just fine, but the second my mind goes wild, reality and you break my fantasy? Tell me, oh tell me what you truly feel, what you truly think, what you truly want...

Just stay next to me, hold me in your arms, play with me, toy with me, tease me, please me, let me know you're there for me, you're there to hold me tight, to tell me you care about me. Please don't let me fall in the deep black sea of despair, please pull me out of the darkness that's my past, and take me to a bright future where the two of us are together, where the phantoms of my past don't bother me, and the shadows of past loves disappear.

Please, please make me innocent again, don't let me be a sinner, a teaser, a demon in disguise. Make me pure again, make me yours and make me forget everything until now.

I'm here, just please notice me...