joi, 7 aprilie 2011

Kisu shite ii?

Publicat de Barzu Anca la 21:09

Is it ok if I have these feelings? Is it ok for me to wonder how it would be like if you were here? Is it ok to think about you?

I'm just thinking, thinking about the sky, the clouds, the stars, the moon, the night, the quiet place where you are now. I'm wondering if you are awake and if you are looking at the sky, seeing the same sight I'm seeing and just loosing yourself in the night.

I'm thinking about your eyes, that warm golden colour that makes me go crazy, that gaze of yours that attracts me. I'm thinking about your smile, the way that you move your lips when you talk, when you're sad, when you're mad, when you smile, when you laugh. It could be wrong of me, but i can't help myself from being mesmerized by your way of being. It could be wrong to think this but I hope that things will change.

I can only think about how hopelessly empty I feel without you, that every time I look at you, I suddenly feel the urge to hug you, to tease you, to touch you, to ...

So tell me is it all right for me to think this way? Is it all right for me to feel lonely without you, is it all right for me to have these feelings?

Tell me is it all right to as for something? Is it all right if I ask you : kisu shite ii?

 

4 Comments:

  1. Lizzy said...
    13 aprilie 2011 la 21:31  
    It's ok to dream, to hope, to stargaze, to be in love ...It's bitter-sweet and it hurts a little, but we can't help it.
    I envy you for being in love, I can't say that about myself ... I don't even know if I ever lived that ...
    So go on and live your dream...
    Barzu Anca said...
    13 aprilie 2011 la 22:23  
    I know it is ok, but it hurts deep down inside
    thank you ^^
    Alexandru Suciu said...
    25 aprilie 2011 la 23:12  
    Love....its a word that is thrown around like a piece of (shit)thing this days.
    Love?! Do we really understand what that feeling is? Do we really acknowledge the other as our true counterpart(half soul or other mumbo-jumbo) ?

    No. Love has lost its...touch....its "feeling".

    This days love is the ANIMAL INSTINCT that is seen through the looking-glass of the 21st century society and the rules superimposed by this.

    Get off your high horse and try to look at things from the objective point of view(no you can't do that at all cuz you are HUMAN).

    Still...we consume...we are human...we feast on the feelings of our social colleagues. We are leaches that produce NOTHING.

    WAKE UP and smell the metaphorical roses. Or it will be to late.
    Barzu Anca said...
    25 aprilie 2011 la 23:25  
    Sorry to say but i'm already awake. i know that the thing called love doesn't exist any more, at least not when it comes to teenagers and high-school or college.

    But still never have i said that i was in love, or that i believe in love. I just placed some random thoughts on a piece of paper (my blog) just because i was in the mood to write something cheesy.

    But i still dream that one day love will actually come back to what is was

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